Everything has changed

Nothing lasts forever. If only you could endure it a little bit longer, things (probably) would be different. Sometimes, to give something in return, it’s not as easy as you think. The burdensome will follow. Hope it won’t last forever because nothing lasts forever.

 

Back Again

Hello.

I know I’ve been M.I.A for a long time. After the internship period has been ended, I’ve got a lot things to do. Well, it’s not true at all anyway. Haha.. It’s just…….. I am feeling a little bit lazy to write things since I think that nowadays I have less stories to be told.

And the reason I’m writing today is….. haha.

Have you ever feel confused to choose options that will affect your future? Well, I have been there and (just now I found that) I survived.

The first option : It’s risky enough because you have to wait in a long time and the result is uncertain.

The second option : It’s less risky because the period you have to wait is faster, the result is (somehow) uncertain but you will see the result faster than the first option.

Of course, It’d be better to choose the second option since we wanted to see the result soon and relieved us. In the meantime, the first option is something that you’d always dreamed about , and you want it so bad because you know deeply in your heart you can do better in here and this option can make you happier. While it’s not a mistake to choose the second option, but you can’t have it all. You have to choose. No matter how risky it will be. So? I chose the first option.

And today…….. I survived. The burden that I have to carry on for two months has gone away. My effort, sacrifice, and dilemma have already paid.

The long journey has just begun. And this option taught me a lot to always be patient for things you want because God does not always answer you this time. It also taught you that you can always have a dream and let’s dream it big. But, you have to always be ready because to make your dream comes true you need an opportunity, and you have to maximize it by doing your best. It ain’t easy, indeed. And the future ahead won’t give you a chance to be wasted. It also taught me that your truly friends are always there. You don’t have to set yourself to be a b c d. But, if they really care about you, they will support you for whatever the condition is. And I’m glad to have them in my life. It’s like God’s greatest gift to me. I feel so much blessed and loved.

In the end, you will never know what you gonna face and the consequences from your choices, you just have to show your best and do it wholeheartedly. Always have a faith that good things don’t come in a blink of an eye.

Thank you so much. So much.